You Never Alone with Bear

isnt that home suppose to be sweet ???

2011-06-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

been working 3 days at sepang f1 circuit with bennie . the work load are already killing me . feeling boring at that time

today , i came back to my house . the first thing i heard from my mum is , "the mechanic said the car brake not good anymore , why u damage my car until like that" ... me goes =.=.... lazy to fight back and just go sleep . shit la , im only in the house for a month , drove ur car for few times and yet u said i damage ur car . is you that driving recklessly and u just use me as a reason to cover ur ass up . that's why i hate this place . there're no single public transport . back in kl , i just take either bus or taxi to any transit station and go wherever i want . now i have to beg them to use their car for a 1 trip . and when i came back , my mum said i damage her car ..... haizzzz

my dad then go ask me , where had you been this 3 days . i said working in sepang f1 circuit . then he asked me "i want to know the real place u go , dont bullshit me that u go work" ....once again , i =.=.... then i show him the continental shirt , continental crew pass , picture at f1 circuit with profesional driver . then he move out from my room .

i feel sad . isnt that going back home is sweet ? but how come i feel like shit ... haiz ... this new house , i hate it . even though new room , new furniture , aircon installed in my room . fuck it . i dont feel happy at all .

i miss inti life =(

= )

2011-06-17T13:14:00.003+08:00

went with wan yu today ... and ya , i did my confession ... not really a type of confession . i just some stuff to express my feelings . I couldnt even move when i handed her the box . all i did was just smile .. arghhhhhh . regret that ...

we went to ss3 ah sang bak kut teh , the taste never change and its still taste the best .

after that we went to cheras leisure mall for movie . we bought green latern 4.40 screening at 2.45 pm ... man , have to wait for like 2 hours . in the end , GSC said there's problem with the projector and the screening was cancel . so we change it to super 8 . boring movie

while waiting for the movie

through out the our so called date , she was saying her thigh suffer from muscle sore due to her last trip . then i went to pharmacy and get her deep heat cream . haha , she doesnt know what it is . told her after u apply it , u will feel very hot , and slowly turn to chilling cold . she said its very hot and the smell is kinda strong . so she went to toilet and wash her hand . since then she never complain bout her thigh muscle sores ...

after that , i bring her to ampang lookout point . i told her to close her eyes when we going up the hill and guess what , she really did . hahaha . she's cute you see .

ordered a pizza , and we share the meal ... after that i taught her how to make the paper roses . she did make it to the end and learnt how to make it .

and then , the time has come .i hand her the box that i make with paper roses . 24 roses which i make it with 2 sleepless night .

on top of that , i wrote a card ... i seriously dunno what to say . i just smile all the time even though she's asking me some question . arggghhhh

anyway , she's happy with the food and i guess its more than enough for me to see her smile

Battle

2011-06-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Oh , last Saturday , it was my first freestyle slalom battle . haha . managet to get 4th place . i think the highest tricks i had is heel toe oliver or full fake . not sure but i did enjoy it .

took a lot of video . gonna make a video soon =D . but there were a sohai , copied my video , and uses the video that are related to him and post it on his facebook . everyone know u win , so just stfu la . no need to show off . so , im not gonna include him in my video no matter how good it is .

His Life

2011-03-26T19:43:00.002+08:00

you'd been asking me to be mature
but let me ask you this .....
"how mature do you want me to be ???"

i never been out from house any later than 7.30pm
i dont smoke
i dont drinks
i dont rob
i never been outside to clubbing with my friend
i never go against your decision
i never ask for more because i knew we're not rich family

you said i would go out every night with my friends for outings ....
do you know everyday i would stay in my room , at night i will go out to skate as part of my training and NEVER leave inti ?

you said i broke all things......
do you realize everything was so old and it broke not because of me but because that i was just the one using it when it brokes ? and when i fixed it , you would say i broke it .

you said i never tell you about my hostel life
have you noticed whatever i said , you will go against it ? i had had enough , getting scold by you for no reason

oh :D

2011-03-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday is the sport fiesta . was playing around with ameer . at a point , ameer loses his balance and grab onto a chair . i was behind him and i laugh like hell . but God is fair , ameer accidentally thrown the chair in my path , i have to evade it and went out of the track , ended up in front of me is the skaters leave their shoes . i got option but to jump . i turned 360 and landed on my arms . just in that very moment , i couldnt feel my arm , it seems like my arm got no energy at all :( , the pain goes on until midnight until i sleep ... this is my worst fall so fall , 360 on air and fell on my arm

then after that , me and brian with cindy headed to MMU . i told Inara that i'll be there , despite my hand , i still go . oh well , i guess it worth the while . when im on my way , michelle texted me and said she'll be there tonight . haha , someone i never met before . a leng lui if i have to say . At first , i couldnt recognized who's her , until she wave to me :x , and when i asked hao ming , he said its michelle . haha ,

oh , and hao ming bet with me , he said that michelle wouldnt come that night so he said if she come , he will cut that part . and i bet rm 500 . so now , basically , he owe me rm 500 and a cock . lol

:) or : ( ? you decide

2011-03-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm ?

Tuesday
volleyball competition we are the group champion so we can advance to the 2nd round

Wednesday
Last week wednesday we got another perfomance for freestyle slalom for charity night . It was still something new to INTI . all thing went smoothly as we planned . Especially the part where i jam with Xiao Qiang . quite match each other . haha

Thursday
the final round of volleyball sport fiesta , although we get silver medalist but i dont feel proud at all . i mean how could we lose to a team that we previously won before ????? haiz , my team mate was still so happy bout it . damm ....

slalom perfomance ~~~

2011-03-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

wah lin yeh ... today damm freaking happy .

at first i was worry that our run will be damm short but in the end all claps their hand and after that , a lot of people ask bout skating also .

damm , if i know this perfomance was this success , i should have train until morning last night so that i could add more run to it and attract more people .

anyway , this is my second perfomance and also my second jam perfomance with my sifu , xiao qiang . Argh , guess what i didnt do any mistake . but instead , he fell down . hehe .

overall , this perfomance is a big success in promoting slalom/ skating to INTI . a lot of people asked me bout skate club after that .

but the real one is on March 16 . Charity night in which Lin Jia Jun (who sang san ge zhi ) will come and sing some song as well . There might be local tv host coming too , so i better do well in that . this will be a big chances to promote this sport in malaysia :D

:D

2011-02-22T04:23:00.000+08:00

It's 4.16 in the Morning . This will be the 4th night I didn sleep . Hmmm , I dunno what I did until I couldn't sleep but oh well , I'll just go with the flow

I'm reading some of my friends blog lately . I don't understand how they can update daily ??? I mean I only update once every 2 months . Haha . Oh well , but mostly I spent the time reading girls blog :D

I mean they posted picture every time they update it and all of it are so cute . I don't wanna say who's that . Hahaha

Yusri they gay fella keep on asking me to go after wan yu =.= and I keep asking him to go after inara . Haha , it's been very gay lately but I guess I did enjoy my time with him as we tease around each other :D haha . I already have the one I like , sorry wan yu :D

Skating life is just get more better. Hope there will be competition soon :D

@@ wassup guys

2010-11-17T03:39:00.000+08:00

haha , been sooooooo extremely long since i ever updated my blog . Life's good . Slalom's good .

update news
I'm in Team Seba Malaysia now which my dream came true . at least all my hardworks didnt go down i9n vain . and yeah , i didnt get to go for WFSC this year ... not because im not selected ... just that i having financial problem and my familys seems doesnt have extra income to support me , so ya , this chances and my dream is gone TT

but anyway , next week , on the 27th is IFSC which is international freestyle slalom championship . its held at singapore this time and this time , this time for sure , im going . but the only problem would be next week is also my final !!! and the worst , i got final until 26th 7pm !!
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here's the plan , im taking 11 pm bus at bangsar and will reach singapore around 4-5am i guess . hope i wouldnt be tooo tired that day . TT

my Seba iGor

2010-04-10T14:55:00.001+08:00

i get my seba iGor already . feel so damm happy . hahaha . but the main things is , terence and clarence is in the town last night . Learned a few tricks from them . wow , never knew such easy tricks can be perfom so nicely . maybe that's the way of master . I gonna be there someday . weeeeee

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2010-04-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

@@ i realize its been a long time since i update my blog ... haha .. no time man . busy with assignment , test and slalom .

lately i did my slalom training like hell , everyday at least 5 hour of training . @@ my leg is getting more blister . haih ... but what to do , that's to expect if im going for WFSC ...

btw , im planning to get seba igor . dunno why i feel like seba high deluxe is ok for me but my desire for seba igor is way too high. haha

boring week

2010-02-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

CNY this year is soooooooo boring .... nth much to do . stay at home . daily routine is wake up-eat-sleep-wake up-watch tv-sleep again . sien-nya......

btw , angpau received so far = rm 200 . =.= sad

: (

2010-02-10T21:11:00.001+08:00

awww , finally , my assignment is finish.but what's waiting for me tmr is 2 test . double combo ... that sucks man .... i need to skate . i gotta improve my classic slalom ... hmmmm , where can i buy time ?

WSC in Korea

2010-02-03T04:05:00.001+08:00

I decided to go Korea ... Therefor , i will train 5 hours a day . With Xiao Chang help , i think i wouldnt have any problems . 0.8m line i have little problem . as for 0.5m and 1.2m line , i still havent plan the routine yet .... hmmm , i gonna work freaking hard for april selection .

i wouldnt let myself down . I WANT TO GO JEONJU FOR WSC !!!!

Routine

2010-01-31T17:27:00.002+08:00

shit ... i never know selecting song for my routine will be th is hard .... planning my slalom move is headache . but selecting song is even worse . haih ... currently im taking once third by siam shade .

1 year

2010-01-31T12:30:00.000+08:00

its already been a year since i started inline skatting . and in another half a year time , i will be competing for WSC in Korea .... To look back , they said i got talent in this sports . Bullshit , i gain it the hard way . I used to skate for 15 km a day . That's how i got my status nowadays .

But i kinda worry for WSC . i just started Slalom around 3 months . I still kinda noob in this . Hope Terrence and Ken will help me out ..... I really wanna go for the WSC . Competing with KSJ , Igor , Xuan Le and the last , Sebastien !!!

im taking it....

2010-01-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

alright ... i know it will be rough for me . but i think im taking it . Ken sponsors . I'd been thinking for many nights . I asked myself , if I wanna take it , I have to train every single night to cope up with others . After all , its WSC ... (world slalom competition) ... can u imagined that . the places for the greattest freestyler to compete .... and it is on September !!! which is my final semester and I gotta do final year project as well ...

haih , its gonna get pretty rough from here . I just talked with my mum and sister . They let me choose myself but mum mentioned that studies come first . I think I had to work freaking hard for it . I want to prove to my dad that Im not a piece of garbage and there are something that ur daughter can't do it as well as me .

Team micro sponsor.....

2010-01-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

should i take it ? if i take , i have to train like there are no tmr ... i wish to be sponsor by them also , i also wanted to go slalom competition this year at korea ... but feel like cant manage my studies if i do so ... haih...

dye my hair

2010-01-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

dye my hair ? hmmm . should i dye my hair ? Chinese New Year is coming ... feel like wanna dye my hair .... i know if i did , my parents sure will make noise ... still thinking bout it ....

Skate Day

2010-01-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

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1am : went skating alone

1.30am: go back (feeling kinda eerie playing slalom alone next to toilet which is dark...)

2am: yam cha with norman , alvin and andy

3am : watch movie till 5am

1pm : going to seremban to teach some brats how to skate

8pm : Saturday Night skate at putrajaya

12pm : probally going to skate park at Dengkil . LOL

MMU last night

2010-01-19T08:32:00.000+08:00

Last night we invaded MMU skate team land . haha . once again , BenDua doing stupid stuff . i can help but noticed V Zai and BenDua improved alot in slalom . shit . How am I suppose to catch up with them ????

Anyway , they bring us around their campus which is freakingly big . Of course , we skate instead of walk . lol . Its tired , but cant help feeling happy .

2010

2010-01-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

exhibition week is officially closed ... in the end , we got 23 member . There are more to come ... wow ... 23 member , hope Carmen could handle that many student . I just wanna focus on my slalom training hoping i can be like Xiao Chang . I shall skate to class very often . Wanna build up my stamina first . Back to basic ....

i will do it , coz i'd swore to nobody but myself .

Lucky

2010-01-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

my first and the best pet is dying :( ...

he's the best companion to me . I could talk to him all i want and he will go around my leg and i will pat his head . and now , he cant even stand up . I miss the moment when we used to play together .

oh shit , we grew up together . a lot of things happen . somes good , somes bad . but who cares . i love my dog the most . even more than my family member ....

he's the reason why i go back to home during weekend ... and now , a part of me is missing .. yeah , i might get a new dog soon but the reality is ,no dog can replace my Lucky ...

car tricks#2

2009-12-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

enjoy the improved version.....

still ... my heart is missing .....

i wish she could see this now......

its was meant for her ... but i guess it doesnt matter anymore

2009-12-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

comment anyone ? i think it missing something very important ..... somehow i felt that what is missing is the heart .....

where's my heart ???

2009-12-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

honestly saying ... i feel moody this few days .... i dunno why , i feel moodless to do anything . even during work time , i can fall asleep .... haih ........

damm , i dunno whether if it worth it but somehow .... for the time being with her , feel like everythings doesnt matter anymore ... is it only me that feel so ?

sigh , where's my heart and all my feeling ? you came and took away my heart .....

boring holiday

2009-11-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

well , the penang trip is cancel due to only 3 people going . what a sad reason ... guess there isnt too much people who share the same passion with us . sigh , wish i couldnt really go there but anyway , there will be another chance . not giving up that easily .

yesterday i pratise my slalom at BSC . Hmm , maybe now im more to freestyle , but i guess sooner or later , i will get into slalom . awww , wish i could pratice slides as well but the floor is just too hi-friction TT

how do i feel now ?

2009-07-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

seriously i still havent get over with you ... but i know i will ... soon or later i will get over you ... at least , i swore to myself ...

never been this stupid before ....gotta move on without you , its sad , but live still gotta move on

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2009-07-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

i'm suppose to study for final already , coz my final in another 3 more weeks ... hmm... but lately all i did was dota watch movie ... maybe i got no mood to study ...

today watched a goofy movie ... i wish my dad would treat me so , but it could never happen ... longing for the impossible ... awww , i just cant wait to work so that i got money tobuy SEBA deluxe ... damm ...

hohoho

2009-06-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

haha .. damm happy today . for the second time , David Wong ( mechanic of material lecturer) admit i'm professor . lol ... i was sleeping half class today . as i wake up . he started to ask some real engineering question . but i was able to answer 1 by 1. ^^ . haha .. the feeling , aww surely make people fly . but for sur e, thx for Mr Sami ( static lecturer ) for taught me well bout centroid

first timer....

2009-05-31T13:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to times square with daphne ... erm , maybe it was my first time going out with girl and i didnt plan anything . First , we wanna watch movie but since she watched almost all movie , so we go shopping .... Awww , girls ... somehow , i make it through . Sorry to bored you daphne . lol .....

after that , i went to hulu langat hill all alone ... watching the beautiful scenery ... alone . i dont know how to describe the feeling i felt . I wanna share the scenery with someone but she's not there as i'm alone in the dark place watching something nice all by myself . geez... i'm so pathetic ...

someone out there please save me ... my little voice might not reach u but i am screaming out loud ....

here some picture ....

Final is coming , study time

2009-04-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

finally , final exam in a week time ... this week is for me to study but once again , here i am . blogging....

i suppose to study at 8pm ... but due to something , i cant focus on my study . awww ... god , please bless me for my static final exam ... i dont wanna fail static . i wanna get A !!!

Static Test 2

2009-03-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

Last night i started to study Engineering Static around 11 pm . dong zheng come to me and we discuss some problem until 4.30 am . yay , 4.30 i the morning and i have 8am class . ^^ . i only slept for 2 hours .. how i survive through the day ? is a secret . muahaha .

Anyway , static test 2 looks kinda familiar . Its the assignment !!! damm , wish i have studied bout assignment which i didnt . hope my working is correct. haiz , damm Sami Salama bin Hajjaj (my static lecturer).

After test , went back to room and sleep like a pig . I was planning to sleep until dinner time , but Kim Soon call me up and ask me to collect the C++ programming installer . haiz , nothing else to do , i skate to MPH to get it . hmmm , maybe is been a while since i skate . My leg started to feel pain again some distance

sunway ice skate

2009-03-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

March 27th

It was Wan Yen birthday . So they say wanna go ice skate in Sunway Pyramid . I thought they were sure bout it . So on that day ,i went there earlier because they got class so have to catch the later bus . Around 9 am , i wait for inti bus to ICSJ . I reach Sunway around 10.30 am . Unlike other teenager , i dont like shopping , so i straight away went to ice ring . bought the ticket with the glove for RM 21 .... hmmm , compare to weekend , less people on the ring.

First touch on the ice , i felt the difference between ice skate and inline skate . damm ... Ice skate is all about slippery slide , but the slippery is fixed . So u gotta control the sliding while inline is tend more to friction and u have only 1 line to skate . Unlike ice skate where u can slide anytime u want , inline have to control ur centre of gravity first .

Still how , i manage to do striding on ice lor ... as for stop , as usually , spin stop lor . It took me aroudn 2 hours to get use to it and finally , manage to perform it well . Hmm... guess ice skate ballet is tough , but not until u try inline slalom . Muahahaha

Then I met some TARC accountancy student . They were first timer and some of them dont even know how to skate . Guess i be the man and teach them . Muahahaha . Not bad for first timer . At least they know how to walk on the ice already .

At the end of the day , my friend ( wan yen and her friend ) reached sunway aroudn 4pm ... They decided not to enter the ring because they rushing for INTI bus on 6.pm ... I guess i had been fooled . haha , but is a nice experience since i met new friend and learn some new stuff .

went back myself by ktm ... u can imagine that . PEAK HOUR ... it was damm lot people at KL Central . Gosh , i dont even have a space to stand ( imagine also , skating for 6 hours straight and u have to stand >.< ) haiz...

me and new friends , Jing from Muar

dissapointed win

2009-03-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

on 23rd march , ding xiang with his school came my college , INTI - uc to have a friendly match with us . Although we won the match , however , it is a dissapointing win . We won by few points only . I thought we could at least have some point gap around 10 point , but in the end , we depend on lady luck to win . i mean , what the hell . we are college team . Being smack up by a high school ? gosh , i really gotta improve my game . I really do hope amen will come back to our college . He's damm important in my team , that's the setter . My current setter ... hopeless . haiz....

Hope when new sem begin , there will be a nice setter fo us . crossing finger

greatest dilemma

2009-03-20T02:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm ... the clock showing 2 past 15 in the morning but here i am doing blog entry ... i was suppose to study , but in the end , i get tired and wanna sleep . I dont know what happen but all of sudden , "she" came into my mind and my mind goes wild . Baww , i hate myself for being so weak . I wish i could just brainwash myself and start a whole new beginning but i couldnt . Gosh , wish she knows how i felt to her but it will never ever happen . Guess is better i keep it as a secret from her .

I know , I know . I'm not suppose to keep it as secret and tell her my feelings . I wish I got the courage to do so . Ya , call me chicken or what but I'm still not going to express my feeling . Is the best way for me or , and for her... I dunno , maybe the time is not now . All i know is , time is running out but sadly , i just watch it pass by and i cant really do anything ....

Someone just save me from this dilemma already >.<

mid-morning skate ?

2009-03-17T03:35:00.000+08:00

Normal people or good people is already slept by this time , as for me , muahahah , is 3.40 in the morning and i still blogging . lol

hmmm , guess i was DAMM boring in room that i started to skate at 10.30 pm . ya , is right , pm . haha . I was suppose to skate with carmen at 12 am but things change and i went out earlier .

Today , there is a special guest , Brittany . haha , newbie in skating thought , but thx for brilliant carmen , she was able to walk and skate for short distance . not bad for 1st timer ...

Around 12.30 am , Norman with his skateboard arrived . that complete the attendance for tonight .

There was some fun part where Brit fell and the hits of the day is no fathers day for Norman as he trying to do some tricks and accidentally , his board knock that part . haha

gosh , look at the time , it was 3am when we finish eating at al-salam . hmm , like the curry over there ^^

damm static

2009-03-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

T.T .... haiz, i really gotta move in gear and start studying for final exam . Today static quiz ... i only manage to do half of it , even that's also wild guess . damm .... if i had study daily , i could score that quiz ... haih, hope i wouldnt screw my test 2 ....

CSC with C++ is getting more annoying now ... aww.. i thought i would like it but it turn out the other way round . Could lose all my hair to memerize all the code >.< ...

Didnt get the time to skate today , i finish my stuff at 4 . When i came back to my room , open up music player and sleep till 7.49 , muahahaha . when i woke up , my stomach growl like a musician . ^^

Awww

2009-03-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

awww, i was suppose to go SNS(saturday night skate) today . but somehow , i was given the wrong venue (damm u mark) . all my effort to go kl from Nilai goes down with the rain . haiz ... i dunno whether i can join the next SNS cause of my final exam . awww , guess i have to wait for may SNS . T.T

Muahaha

2009-03-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

Guess i started to do blog entry like other people huh . hmmm , not a really good sign but somehow , feel glad that at least people know my thought . Yeah , is SAT morning and i cant wait till night for SNS (Saturday Night Skate) with skateline and other inline skater !!! gosh , cant really wait . Thx for carmen to taught me well so i can skate outside that fast . hahaha .

target: wanna do backward power skate and master double push .